My first post ......
Well here it goes, after deciding that I needed spanking, correction and discipline to improve, I searched the internet and actually met someone - its important that both parties could meet their needs and both of us get what we wanted\needed out of it as well, its not just a one way street. I suppose its difficult for both to meet an ideal person, not helped by my particular shy nature and also being a naturally private person (more of that later).
I've always had an interest in spanking and discipline etc since my late teens and for the joys of the internet, there is much more information regarding this and so many ways of speaking to people.
Anyway I have certain areas that are identified and I need to work on, I'm a procrastinator - in other words I never pay my bills on time, I swear terribly and am a difficult boss which is probably understating, and the last but not least improve communication, that is proving to be the hardest of them all. I'm sure there will be other improvements necessary along the way as well.
You may think why the blog - well I used to email everyday the person whom I'm with this journey on (who I shall name as S for ease) to give an update on certain things, like how many times I shouted and swore at people to which I have a threshold which I must not go over, hmm that has been not too successful but has got better of late, my current thresholds are to not go over 3 times for swearing and 3 times for shouting per day.
I also used to send a weekly status on where I am with bills and studying (currently studying for a degree).
Since I have been doing better with these and the swearing\shouting etc has improved, it leaves the delightful communication which I have to improve on - believe me I'm awful on communicating, so S thought a blog would be one way for me to improve.
Let me tell you its taken three days just to write the first post!, I've sat here with no clue on what to write or say or anything.
Well here it goes, after deciding that I needed spanking, correction and discipline to improve, I searched the internet and actually met someone - its important that both parties could meet their needs and both of us get what we wanted\needed out of it as well, its not just a one way street. I suppose its difficult for both to meet an ideal person, not helped by my particular shy nature and also being a naturally private person (more of that later).
I've always had an interest in spanking and discipline etc since my late teens and for the joys of the internet, there is much more information regarding this and so many ways of speaking to people.
Anyway I have certain areas that are identified and I need to work on, I'm a procrastinator - in other words I never pay my bills on time, I swear terribly and am a difficult boss which is probably understating, and the last but not least improve communication, that is proving to be the hardest of them all. I'm sure there will be other improvements necessary along the way as well.
You may think why the blog - well I used to email everyday the person whom I'm with this journey on (who I shall name as S for ease) to give an update on certain things, like how many times I shouted and swore at people to which I have a threshold which I must not go over, hmm that has been not too successful but has got better of late, my current thresholds are to not go over 3 times for swearing and 3 times for shouting per day.
I also used to send a weekly status on where I am with bills and studying (currently studying for a degree).
Since I have been doing better with these and the swearing\shouting etc has improved, it leaves the delightful communication which I have to improve on - believe me I'm awful on communicating, so S thought a blog would be one way for me to improve.
Let me tell you its taken three days just to write the first post!, I've sat here with no clue on what to write or say or anything.
1 comment:
Well think you should at least be telling people what happens when you don't hit your targets, but for a first post quite acceptable.
S
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